Well...
My tablet's almost dead.
I can't afford a new one.
I think this might very well be the end for a while. Which sucks balls. Maor balls.
And the key on my slow-ass laptop is dead too. How umpingly aw-droppingly ubilant news.
So if I don't update ANYTHING EVER, ust a heads up.
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Moving On
I have a love-hate relationship with grudges.
I seem to love holding onto bitter resentment. I hate that I do. I guess it stems from never really ever having any closure from disputes that sort of pop up from seemingly nothing, and never really knowing why the thing that pissed me off happened.
Sometimes you'll never find out why bad things happen. Sometimes you'll never figure out why someone you loved or someone you thought was a friend takes you down a peg or three. But that's no reason to stop living and stop doing what makes you happy. I need to learn to accept that.
However... It does help a lot when someone apologizes.
~Luke
Venting about Stupid Pointlessness
It's been a long time.
I haven't put pencil to paper. I haven't even attempted to put any heart into anything that I do attempt to produce. If I am brutally honest, I'm not good enough to do so. It's been rubbed into my face many times, the opinions of hateful people who have nothing else better to do, and I've done my best to turn the other cheek and get on with my life. Some people aren't worth the anguish, y'know?
But there's one person who managed to sink their disgusting teeth into me. One person who I can't seem to avoid, forget, nor forgive. Every time I have some kind of memory, or completely random online encounter with her work, I
Draw O'clock
Hello everyone. Long time no see.
I've been in a bad place for far too long, and I've neglected anything to do with drawing for the best part of a year. So I'm going back to my roots... I'm just gunna doodle for a bit.
For anyone interested, I want you to check out a new series I'm doing called Draw O'clock. Every day at 4pm here in the UK, I'll sit down for an hour and just draw whatever comes to mind and then upload the results, good or bad.
I don't really intend on improving my art style or anything along those lines, I just want to rekindle a lost fire...
I hope you enjoy my new journey.
~Luke
EDIT: Hey guys, just a little heads up.
Patience - Epilogue
The previous journal was me being mopey. Please go on with your lives :)
Also keep an eye out for a huge Pages of Life comeback. I'm hoping you will enjoy it :)
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LUKE you will be a millionaire not too far ahead i can sense it